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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
:: -_-' ::

*yawns* Another one of those days where I am rushed out of bed and my grandmother storms off, bitching about how I promised to get up earlier. I never promised her anything...I said I'd try. And I did.

I give up...

I just fucking give up.

People seem to think that I'm their g-d-damned personal slave and that I will agree with them on every fucking thing that they say, or every fucking thing that they do.

I have been nothing but obediant and as caring as I can be, but it's just not working anymore.

This isn't just going towards my family, either.

I am polite because I don't want to hurt people like they've hurt me in the past. But it just isn't working right now. Maybe I need a damned break...just to stay off the internet for a few days and shut myself away from everyone for a little bit. If they care enough, they'll call me or something. -_-'

I just need to sort some shit out right now...

I am tired of being polite...I am tired of being everyone's lap-dog...I am tired of being everyone's servant...I dare say I'm tired of helping people. I am tired of bending over backwards for people and have them treat me like shit in return. Just sick of it...not gonna do it anymore...



+ Shinigami updated @ Wednesday, December 01, 2004

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